"You don't want to think about the fact that you might need them until it's too late to take more," Sam says wryly. It's just the way it goes. Even for someone like him, who's spent most of his life waiting for the people he cares about to disappear or leave in some way, hadn't really expected this, for all that it seems almost inevitable after the fact. If he'd known, though, he might have done things differently, made sure Jordan got to spend a little more time with Andrea, told her one last time that he loved her. No matter how much things between them changed, a fact he's long since come to terms with, that's one thing that never could. "I'm sure there's some somewhere. I... Shit, I guess I should talk to Spike, too. See how he's doing. Maybe if there's anything of Andrea's that Jordan could have."